my COMFORT :)

i admit that i've been quite frustrated over the weekends - had some good plans to meet up with some, yet one cancellation aft another which made me end up with a very boring weekends spent at home.. but yea, indeed had a very good rest adding on to this 2 days MC im having.

free time are spent preparing myself at heart for my driving test next week! heh.
someone said something which made an impact and i've been mumbling that phrase to myself since the day i've been told - "its the preparation at heart"

and of course, my deer passed his driving on the very first attempt! haha even my mom felt good about that, though its none of her business. she was as excited and called to ask abt it.

its gonna be my turn in exactly one week's time.

in terms of practical practice, i think i wld be more confident if i had the time to drive and practice more often.

since i can't, i'll make good use of the time left, and of course remember all that have been told and taught to me.

jia you to myself! generous prayers will be deeply appreciated. heh!


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here are little things that i wanna note & remember,
lil actions, much appreciated :)

Amy have been mentioning abt this beancurd tart that she tried. praising abt how good it was! she bought 2 boxes (minus 6 :P) for my family to try! came to tanah merah station at 11pm to pass them to me.

BEANCURD TART!
i loveeeeee it! its cold and really soft & smooth.. though it looks very normal.man, all shld just have a mouth of it.. its like soya bean drink jelly in a tart crust.

i told my mom, if i get my license (soon) i'll drive down to queue for it and buy for everyone in the family! mom's sisters and all. heh, just like the donut experience.

http://www.lecafe.com.sg/beancurd.htm

my WHOLE family likes it very much esp my ah ma, she finished one in less than 2 mins.

asked very eagerly "who bought this!?"
mom answered with a smile "my god daughter"

hahaha! yeah right, god daughter.. ;p

you know, ever since my ah gong passed away in May, ah ma's smiles have been much cherished. when i see her smile, theres a sense of slient contentment in me.. perhaps i knw, and we can all sense how much she misses ah gong.

sleeping alone on a double bed isn't a feeling easy to fight against.

C.H.E.L.S

anyway since we're on the ah-gong-topic!
just to share something abt Chels.

whenever u ask her, "Where's ah gong?"
she will answer "he's in heaven"

=)

she came over to my place last night, walk up the stairs to say hi to everyone in their own rooms, my bros and sis.. den she peak into ah gong's room den she look at me "ah gong not here already"

kids, really do know huh, don't say that they are oblivious to things ard them. i do know.

aft awhile she started mumbling some stuff to herself, seems like she is talking yet i couldn't get what she is saying, den she look at me again and say "ah gong is very happy now"

haha, how cute! :) i do know he's happy now.

i still remember, while we were having ah gong's funeral during the first 7 days, whenever she wanna head home in the night, i'll carry her in front of ah gong to pay respect before leaving. i'll always ask her to say goodbye to him..

and den she will never fail to reply me "u open, i wanna see ah gong and say goodbye" she meant the coffin..

i guess, when she grow up, 20th of may will be a pretty special day for her. apart frm being her birthday, its also the day my grandpa was called Home.

and yes she speaks really well! :) and she knows alot more than we can ever imagine! kids.

thats our Chels feeding my bunny !
btw, thats bunny Sprite.
she has got a toy bunny at home and she calls it Sprite too. haha!

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they made me miss school. miss the class. miss the people in it.
they are people i sometimes least expect to hear from.

gulit strikes me when i ask myself if i thought of them as much as they cares for me.
at least frm now on i'll :)



not forgetting the LOOOONGGGG emails wei pork have been sending for the past week, updating abt her work and all. really patient of her to be typing all that. man! but its so her.. i can imagine her voice narrating what she typed. freaky! haha.

or you can always contact me,
"Porkie's Daily Rants" BEST recommended entertainment
@ gek@sesallworld.com

Yours,

Gek gek! :)